what ever had been happenin 2 me?posted Dec 10th 2004, 1:46AM
Mood: Depressed
Music: nuffion right now...waitin 4 teh song 2 change
-sigh- been depressed 2 much this week... omg i goots a story to tell
ok..so yester-well, tuesday or sumthin...i was goin up teh stairs at skool to put my stuff in my locker...and i looked further up teh stairs and Chris (i like him*idolize*) was goin down teh stairs...so i turned to face my bud for a sec(forget which evil demonic buddy though)and then turned back to glance at HIM and we sorta made eye contact..-dies- i think i almost had a heart attack cuz i just bout tripped and fell down teh stairs..:blush:
anyways.....very depressed lately.....*sigh* i need a new math, science, and gym teacher..cuz Mr.Nelson sux ass....95% of both classes he teaches got C's for math...he dont teach us nuffin..-growl- my "friend" (i sorta hate her..she's a headcase)spazzed out on him after skool....on Wednesday..the day we goots our first report card...i got 3 B's, 2 A's, sum C's and C+'s....*growls loudly* my mom wants me to get a math tutor...so that means homework club after skool whenever its on...shit...-screams- i am WAY to stressed...i swear teh only thing keepin me alive is my bestest buds, my "future", my non-stop day-dreaming , my family, MY DOGGIES!!, Chris....., and teh computer -drools- besides..2 lazy to kill self...and why i wont
1.i hate takin pills (only ever taken 1 i think)
2. i hate pain
3. i aint cuttin mehself!!
4. i am not about to hang myself
5.i dont think theres a 5
my cat jumped up on my brother's (u=Dragon ryu )chair at dinner...for sum odd reason she fit...strange eh?
no .....ALL my pets r dememnted
they arent playin any gewd moosik...
I've been goin on teh Rowing Machine all week!! i did 1000 meters on Wednesday!!
err you know where the button was to stalk someone? thats were the fav button is, I lerned that!
V-man *pushes to ground again* I TOUGHT THAT!
Gabi-w.e
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